you're only young once

looks like my unemployed C is about to get a job! congrats to her!

me on the other hand just got my contract extended.. which is a good thing I guess. just that there's the other job I want.

But I feel like such a bore. haven't done anything outrageous since.. dunno when. I feel lame. I wanna get drunk and high and not sleep for 30 hours and meet fab people and do crazy things. Im gonna do something fun thursday night, thats for sure.

we've got a home now

finally in the new flat! havent got any internet tho.
but its awsome.
most of it at least.

Ive been working my butt of (well, its still there, but Ive been working a lot).

im off 2morrow tho. loads of things to do. still have stuff in my old place and still a lot things we need in the new one. like a saucepan? or a plate or two?

don't leave me hanging alltså

it's quite weird with my job. I like it. I have never had a job i liked before. going to work has always ment anxiety attacks. now it's quite alright. even tho I have to admit that now when C's without a job it's a part of me missing being unemployed (quite a big part, haha!). would be the best thing to live together in our own flat and not having to work. but, im sure it'll be awsome anyways..

one of my friends left london today, which feels sad. will miss her.

C's coming backtomorrow night tho. about time, haha! can't remember the last time we were apart for more than one day.

oh and when I went to work today there was shitloads of polices by the tubestation. they had dogs looking for drugs and everything. I became extremly nervous and actually tried to hide in my hoodie. Before remembering I didn't have anything to be nervous about.

have the day off tomorrow. wont be doing anything fun tho. just cleaning out my room and pack up my stuff. i'm dying to go shopping! mainly i need a jacket. feel silly wearing my furcoat when its like 15 degrees outside. feels like a good idea to move first and then shop, tho. have enough to shove in to one suitcase already. more than enough.

I found shelter

feeling half without C.

had a great day at work today tho, getting to know my co-workers a bit more..
I did go to the aa sale the other day.. it was great. found some good stuff (but I've realized that I only bought that striped thing cus that guy said it looked great on me.. it doesn't. but its comfy! haha). and, they asked me if I want to work for them! might be something.

moving in friday (finally!!!). apperantly they called my current landlady and asked her to write a reference. didn't think they would, but all fine.
im gonna drink a lot of wine now.

first class riot?

I guess you're not suppose to laugh, but I think this is truly hilarious. What are these people doing? the cops wrestling, everyone screams like crazy (why?), the jumping on the car (haha, someone has watched a bit to much actionfilms!) and all this.. when they were ment to go shopping? oh my. Not quite sure if Im happy I didnt go there or not. Could have been quite amusing!

anyways, Im thinking about checking it out tomorrow..

My dear C have left for sweden for a couple of days. I feel lonley! Good thing Im working almost every day while she's away i guess.

boy with a thorn in his side

thursday was truly great! first the east end thrift store jumble sale thing. didn't have a very good look at the clothes, but I liked the bar! if a bar is free, it can't be bad.
then we went to catch. had a great time. got even more drunk. met some nice people, a few familiar. and the brazilian guy AGAIN. annoying.
then joiners, when someone said we were trouble. and that we had faces like angels. and: "go away, I found em first!" to brazilian guy. haha, in his face.
then I've just been working. not so much to say about that.

its easter now. dunno know how to celebrate. Should I celebrate? eat chocolate maybe?

countdown (sick for the big sun)

haha, I had totally forgot bout that "doing a magazine about us" thing. In the end we decided that there should be a new issue everyday, so everyone knew how many brilliant ideas we come up with, constanly. ofc.

and I did get an offer to come for an interwiev for a job I'd lovelovelove to have. thing is I just got another job, that's fucking good too. and if I ditch the first job to go for an interview for the second job I might not have ANY job, since Im not guaranteed the 2nd one.

Our flat will probably be the wierdest place ever. in a very good way. we were planning on having a big fucking sign outside our window saying "Be here or be square". (haha.) but then we read in the contract that we're not allowed to have signs outside our window (which is so fucking weird, that the contract actually says that!). dunno if me and C are very good with doin "the right thing" tho..

things are getting closer to the sun, Im doing things in smaller doses

I went to catch with my friend this thursday. it was crazy. Mostly because I became so increadibly drunk. usually I just get sick if I drink too much, but this time I was just.. really fucking drunk.
I remember going to catch. I remember being on catch, and a few people I talked to. I remember being at joiners. I remember some girl asking me if I want to work for american apparel and taking photos of me. Thats pretty much what I remember from joiners, but my friend told me that we were there until it closed, which means about two hours.

I remember meeting viki and charlie outside and that we went somewhere to get something to drink. I remember viki talking about an afterparty.
Next thing I remember is that me and viki are at somerset house, looking at some photoexhibition (that I've been wanting to see for quite some time).
That was like 10.30.

Which means it's about 6 and a half hours missing from my memory. that's kinda scary, I honestly have no idea what I've been up to. hate it.
Anyways. Hope I had fun!

(but something not so fun is that I called up all my calling credit cus I called super random ppl in sweden. don't remember that at all either tho)

Me and C is just staying in and watching movies. Saving ourselfs until we're moooooving!!!

glaciers have melted to the sea

a quite funny thing happend in the cofeeshop on brick lane today. I was just about to pay for my coffee when the guy behind the counter says:
Haha, what is that? (Pointing at the mirror in my wallet) Do you take your cocaine from it?
I laughed.
Thought about wether I should tell him the truth or not.
Decided not to say anything about it.


I was in the thrift store by whitechapel aswell. great as always. the guy who works there tried on a back pack and asked if I liked it. I said he looked like a school boy. He laughed and said "I get that a lot". Sweeter!

Anyways. got a great pair of trousers. that I cut of, so now they are shorts.
That was pretty much my day. Oh, and I told my landlady about me moving. she was devastated. Poor thing, she's the sweetest!
Let's do something fun now!

my wandering days are over

the flat is the best thing that have happend since.. I don't know what! On the downside I must say that my new job is aaaaaaall across town. But whatever, it's definitly worth it.

So. We move in in about two weeks. And I start my new job next week. Which meens I have kinda a lot of time I don't know what to do with. Can't shake the feeling that there is something I've forgotten to do..

I might try to convince someone to get loaded with me tonight. Who can say no to that? Getting drunk by yourself is just kinda sad. And a reason to call AA.



This could be me or C in a couple of weeks. The most crazy things tend to happen when we do something together. Imagine us living together.. It will be a whole lot of crazyness.

pass this on

celebrated today!
got the job.
got the flat.

that sure does deserve a bottle of pink champange.

miss the day, such an easy mistake

we thought about going out and take a walk or something. It's sunny I mean.

But then we we're just gonna drink a coke. And just checking something. And just eating something. And just watching some satc.. And then we missed it all, cuz there's barley any sunshine now. Haha, whatever. There will be manymanymany sunny days. On our roof terrace.

well we got to catch very late yesterday. they said they were closed but apparently I'm "the huggy lady", whatever that means, so they let us in anyways. It was quite dull. A few people I don't wanna meet were there so we decided to escape to joiners. Met some nice people. Steven, among others! haha, gotta love him.

I'm a mess

I cleaned my room the day before yesterday. I only clean my room when I'm reeeeeeally fucking bored. Which meens I haven't cleaned it...ever. This is before.
and then I cleaned it.

And now it looks pretty much the same again.


Really good news is that we found a flat today. So fucking excited about it!!! I love the place.
And now, Im celebrating. Drinking wine and eating chocolate. Going out tonight. Dunno where tho. I would guess the usual places. Can't go wrong there.

Update

*interview/assessment day didn't go too bad.. I hope I get it!

*C, why can't I reach you!?

*I cleaned up my room today. For the first time ever. Scary!

*There's so many stuff I wanna buy. If I get the job, I will!

*I wanna get drunk.

*No success on the flatfinding

That's pretty much it for now.

I meen like..for real!

so. I did work today. Amazing. Me working I meen. Made like 80 quids. And it wasn't hard at all. But it was incredibly boring. So fucking boring. Depressing, really.
Also kinda depressing that I missed the flat viewing cus I had to sit and fill in a bunch of forms. When I finally got there the guy sounded kind of pissed. Think I will go there tomorrow instead tho.

My voice is still fucked up. Dunno what to do about it. I really hope I can talk thursday. Really.

And I really wanna move. Now.

Getting serious

looks like I have to work tomorrow. but it's just a temporary thing. just tomorrow (I think?). I can do that! Work for one day I meen. At least for ten pounds an hour I can.

then I have an interview thursday, which I'm actually quite excited about! And a bit nervous. Mainly cus I don't have a voice at the moment. Hopefully it'll be back by then.

Right now me and C moving is what I'm thinking about constantly. All day, everyday. Just can't wait for it to happen.