she's my wife because she's pretty and easy to live with. Oh no, wait, she's not, that's why we don't live together

I still feel kinda wierd. Haven't left my house since friday afternoon. Actually I haven't been in my house for this long..ever! C is the sweetest keeping me company. We've just been eating and watching films. Like Blowup! What a brilliant film!

Got back my pictures from my diana camera the other day. a few were good, others were shit. they look better in reality tho.

tomorrow I start my new job. I don't want toooo!!!

can't get away from myself

Im miserable.
Ive been throwing up everything I've been eating since lunch yesterday. and I didnt have any breakfast yesterday either. which meens I haven't had any food for..a very long time. Thats not the worst thing tho. The worst thing is that its saturday and it's 9.30 and Im not drunk!haha.. anyways. I dont know what to do with myself. I just feel horrible horrible horrible

saturday night, so much to do

ooh, its already saturday night again! no clue at all what to do, mr dickhead wants to meet up, the french artist is in town and wants to do something, i want to go out, but im working until like midnight... my phone is out of battery, am at Qs place, she has passed out again. its just a blurr. just like always.

is it normal to get an old school feeling from coke?

its friday night and im on Qs floor again. everything would have been very normal if it wasnt fot one thing. Qs not good. in fact, she feels horrible right now. she have been throwing up the whole afternoon and night. i feel so bad for her. have never really seen her like this, exept from when it has been alot of alcohol in the picture. poor Q!
it must be a pretty unusual sight, Q and me in her room all quiet. i mean, we are normally the loudest girls at the place. always. any place.
i went to sainsburys and got chrisps, ice cream and coke. she is not eating anything, tho. i guess i have to do it. (my diet went to hell this week anyway) it was a fucking long time ago since i drank real coke. i had almost forgot how much better it actually tastes compare to diet coke.

where there's smoke

oh my, Im shattered! slept two hours last night. Two fucking hours! Me and another friend went to notting hill. drank a lot of wine, as usual. our bartender wasnt there! I thought he had quit since it was a new guy instead. later on, it turned out that was not the case. he just didnt work cuz he was playing with his band. Which I found out in a quite embarrassing way.
anyways. we met some other ppl we know and when the place was closing we all ended up at a random afterparty with a danish guy and his roomies. who I think was english and/or australian. danish guy and one of his friends were charming. one was just weird and one hooked up with some girl upstairs, so I wouldnt know about him.
well, we just hung out at their place. smoked a lot. danish guy taught me how to make smoke rings. we drank beer. played the guitar. listened to music. talked and laughed. before we knew it it was six in the morning. I slept for a bit. my friend called in sick.
eventually we went home. I slept for an hour, got up and got to the interwiev, who was canceled.
I just wanna sleep.. but I have to be a fucking babysitter!