yes, it's a pink horse

having two days off. or well, today is the second. Yesterday was all about cosy. we had lunch by the river. C took off to the guy fomerly known as both mr dickhead and the modelguy. now he's just known by his name. anyways. so I spent my night on a big pile of duvets and pillows in our bed, with cigarettes, diet coke and a couple of magzines. not complaning. at least not until the guy in the flat over us had a huge fight with someone and screamed "GET THE FUCK OUT OF HERE YOU FUCKING SCUMBAG!" for about fifteen minutes. that was not cosy. he was screaming so loud I couldn't even hear the music. dont like him anymore. I liked him before cus his the only neighbour we met.

tonight Im going to the east end thrift store event with a friend from work. and since there's a free bar I will probably get drunk and go to catch with C when she gets off work.

also dropped off a film to get developed yesterday, so excited to see how the pictures turned out!

sunday bloody sunday

you shouldn't say "help me" C, you should say "It's a tiny tiny world!"

Had such a great sunday! or, well, didnt start very good since I had to get up 6am and get to work. But after work it was a great sunday! had lunch with my dear C. then met charlie viky and her bfriend in london fields. it was kinda freezing but the sangria-ish stuff kept us warm, haha. anyways. we ended up at our place (our first real guests! that weird landlord (or whatever he is, he never introduced himself) guy who always seems to come over when we're in bed in our pjs and it's like noon on a wednesday doesnt count). drank loads of wine. and cider. randomly went out and bought 5 pizzas and 3 packets of chips. and smoked so much that our flat doesn't smell chinese food anymore. which is a very very good thing! had the best time and laughed so hard I could hardly breath several times. oh, love those radom get togethers!
Q

help me

just realized what a slut i am. the last week (week!! in seven fucking days!) have i met TWO persons from sweden whos cousins i have fucked. and the first day of my new job i meet a girl who i have made out with and had hmm... sex with her friend. its just insane.

new record

downside with C potentielly having a job- who am I gonna hang out with? haha.. prob going out with a few for my job 2night, which will be brilliant. I havent been out for like three weeks. Its ABSURD! I use to go out three times a week. every week!! I miss it. Hopefully its gonna change now that we settled in the new flat!
Prob gonna do something fun with V 2morrow aswell. since I have the day off. my third this week. Not complaning!

you're only young once

looks like my unemployed C is about to get a job! congrats to her!

me on the other hand just got my contract extended.. which is a good thing I guess. just that there's the other job I want.

But I feel like such a bore. haven't done anything outrageous since.. dunno when. I feel lame. I wanna get drunk and high and not sleep for 30 hours and meet fab people and do crazy things. Im gonna do something fun thursday night, thats for sure.

summer in london

we spent all saturday lying in london fields, sunbathing, drinking wine, smoking, listening to music, watching people, talking and laughing. could hardly think of a better way to spend a saturday.



to bad I had to get up and work so early this morning. good thing Im finishing early tho. we're gonna go to flea market and hopefully find something nice for our flat!

loving the new

gosh, sitting at brick lane coffee now. not having any internet is killing me, specially since im unemployed. haha. was suppose to write my CV now, but there is just so much else to do.. like looking up whats on tonight everywhere. might go old blue last, they have some gigs tonight.
hate the fact that Q is working so damn late everynight, feel soo lonley when sitting at home waiting for her until 11 pm, haha. but but.
LOVE the new flat. its truly amazing. we went a bit crazy on lidl yesterday, bought things for 21 pounds. thats a lot when its on lidl, haha!

we've got a home now

finally in the new flat! havent got any internet tho.
but its awsome.
most of it at least.

Ive been working my butt of (well, its still there, but Ive been working a lot).

im off 2morrow tho. loads of things to do. still have stuff in my old place and still a lot things we need in the new one. like a saucepan? or a plate or two?

don't leave me hanging alltså

it's quite weird with my job. I like it. I have never had a job i liked before. going to work has always ment anxiety attacks. now it's quite alright. even tho I have to admit that now when C's without a job it's a part of me missing being unemployed (quite a big part, haha!). would be the best thing to live together in our own flat and not having to work. but, im sure it'll be awsome anyways..

one of my friends left london today, which feels sad. will miss her.

C's coming backtomorrow night tho. about time, haha! can't remember the last time we were apart for more than one day.

oh and when I went to work today there was shitloads of polices by the tubestation. they had dogs looking for drugs and everything. I became extremly nervous and actually tried to hide in my hoodie. Before remembering I didn't have anything to be nervous about.

have the day off tomorrow. wont be doing anything fun tho. just cleaning out my room and pack up my stuff. i'm dying to go shopping! mainly i need a jacket. feel silly wearing my furcoat when its like 15 degrees outside. feels like a good idea to move first and then shop, tho. have enough to shove in to one suitcase already. more than enough.

I found shelter

feeling half without C.

had a great day at work today tho, getting to know my co-workers a bit more..
I did go to the aa sale the other day.. it was great. found some good stuff (but I've realized that I only bought that striped thing cus that guy said it looked great on me.. it doesn't. but its comfy! haha). and, they asked me if I want to work for them! might be something.

moving in friday (finally!!!). apperantly they called my current landlady and asked her to write a reference. didn't think they would, but all fine.
im gonna drink a lot of wine now.

time goes by

oh, im in sweden. its nice. very... not like london at all. quite funny, was gonna call everyone and say that im in town, but then i figuered out, who is everyone? i dont really have any friends left here.. so i called my ex-boyfriend insted (haha) and he got ridicoulusly happy and called me the same silly nicknames as he did 3 years ago.
im seeing him tomorrow night. not sure if thats a good idea, tho.

i miss Q and beeing able to talk to her all the time.

first class riot?

I guess you're not suppose to laugh, but I think this is truly hilarious. What are these people doing? the cops wrestling, everyone screams like crazy (why?), the jumping on the car (haha, someone has watched a bit to much actionfilms!) and all this.. when they were ment to go shopping? oh my. Not quite sure if Im happy I didnt go there or not. Could have been quite amusing!

anyways, Im thinking about checking it out tomorrow..

My dear C have left for sweden for a couple of days. I feel lonley! Good thing Im working almost every day while she's away i guess.

boy with a thorn in his side

thursday was truly great! first the east end thrift store jumble sale thing. didn't have a very good look at the clothes, but I liked the bar! if a bar is free, it can't be bad.
then we went to catch. had a great time. got even more drunk. met some nice people, a few familiar. and the brazilian guy AGAIN. annoying.
then joiners, when someone said we were trouble. and that we had faces like angels. and: "go away, I found em first!" to brazilian guy. haha, in his face.
then I've just been working. not so much to say about that.

its easter now. dunno know how to celebrate. Should I celebrate? eat chocolate maybe?

its all in her head

oh, since im not having a job or studying or anything (which usually is Qs thing, haha, but now shes a hard working woman! feels wierd!) have i spent most of the day reading blogs. on gala gonzales i found this picture of her, and now i want a flag for our new flat even more! shes just amazing. but it would prefer a union jack, tho..

something is happening, but i dont know what it is. do you, mr jones?

it is my first day as unemployed. im lying in my bed eating chocolate cake and ice cream. that is more or less what im gonna do for the whole day. its just so great! heard that it is easter today, tho. haha.

yesterday was fun fun fun! met some really nice people, as always. shared my lip balm with the cutest guy ever on catch. he was in a band and they had a gig next week, its soo bad that i cant remember the name of the band, cus i would have loved to go.

im going to sweden the day after tomorrow. very random. to get some fresh air and swedish sweets. have so much to do before that, tho.. gah.