oh gosh. cant saying it too many times; not having any internet is KILLING ME! dont know what is happening in the world. my parents where here. dad promised me a dongel. hope he remembers!
so, a friend from sweden is comming tomorrow. but im kind of the opposit of between two jobs, more like, having two jobs at the moment. which i hate. but, i cant live on 20 p pasta hoops from lidl forever, haha!
i was so desperate for a fag yesterday, so i tried to smoke grass. green fucking grass. it kind of didnt work out at all. guess Q felt bad about me beeing so poor, got one from her this morning and that was the best fag i have had for aaaages.
tonight, wokring from 7-12. then out!! i hope. just feel like getting drunk and seeing people. and kissing people. i have only been with the same fucking guy for months and months now. which is fine, but not when he stars wanting to hold hands and when he is talking about me with his mum.....
a goodbye kiss at liverpool street station is like a big no no in london if you dont want anyone to know who you are fucking. i mean, daaah theres like soo crowded there a sunday afternoon.. gosh.
cant get anything normal out of me right now.
just feel all blurry.
i miss to be able to blog when im comming home all drunk.
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