how to look a million dollars

there is really just one person that truly understands me, and i am so happy to have her.

it is so wierd who people really can grow away from eachother. i dont really get it, it feels so sad. and the wierdest thing is that it feels so natural in a way.. god.

last night was the wierdest night ever. i have realized that i should probebly just stay friends and hang out with people i really really like. otherwise, its just a waste of time. and i dont need anyone telling me what to do. i dont need anyone that knows all about the fucking world and drugs and people to teach me what is right and what is wrong. i just want to be by my self and do my own thing. i sound like such a getto girl, haha!

feels like i want to write and write and write, paper up and paper down.
but i cant, cus i dont have time, and i have to take care of a friend of mine.
but i have one important thing to say.
Q, you are the best. i just cant wait for when we can have one of those brilliant Q-and-C nights again. there is so much i want to tell you.