i wont fuck her, shes to nice to fuck

ohmygod, yesterday was a blurr!!
went out to that place we always went to when we lived east, i had forgot how much nicer people are there, people east just worry about looking cool and beeing mysterius, but west everyone is just so uncomplicated.
it all started with a big table that we had to bring up with ropes to our roof terrace, then we found six bottles of wine for 10 pounds, that we drank, we had italian friends over baking pizza for us and we got totally wasted and fucked.
after that we went out. ran in to the guy that i made out with when we still went to shitty clubs all over london. he was so nice, he used matches insted of a lighter when he was gonna light his fags. so old fashion and cute!
he didnt recognize me. that kind of sucked.
then i cant really remember so much exept from that i knew all of the songs that the band played, i was standing just in front of the stadge and i was singing and singing. then i had sex with the bartender.
just like that. the bartender that we have been wanting to have sex with for ages now. THE bartender!
its all a blurr. but it is so damn fun! we didnt even really talk. we just had sex. and i didnt even started the whole thing, it was all his idea!! (i love that, cus normally its just me grabbing a guy, like telling them to have sex with me, but this was all his fault!)
god. i am at brick lane coffe now. i only have 2 more minutes left. wish that i could blog more. cus i have like fuckloads more interesting things to blog about! but i cant.